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Nov. 9th, 2009

2 miles

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Man, I haven't had anything to write about 'cause I'm pretty damn happy with my life now.

A good job, good amount of schoolwork, good relationships with family and boy.

All is well.

Feb. 24th, 2009

2 miles

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Eee, got a new 005 Micron pen for art class today.

Feb. 19th, 2009

Guilt

Wow, this break from school is actually not bad.

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I guess it is possible to feel guilty for getting into a relationship.

Then it comes down to putting your relationship on the scale against your friendships.

But what happens when the ones on either side fall on both sides of the scale?

Jan. 30th, 2009

Stupid boys

Lunar Show

Was a success.  Pumped for night show.

Will be sad when it is finished. ]:

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<3

Jan. 27th, 2009

2 miles

I Feel Like Vomitting

If you don't know that I have the feat of vomitting, here's another nice tidbit for your collection.

Practice from 3-5 and then wushu at 8:30 to 10.  Didn't get home until 8, then immediately had to leave.

Yes I had food, but I don't feel full.

As a matter of fact, I feel really hungry.

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I think I like someone.

I think someone else likes me.

"My love is a fever, longing still
For that which longer nurseth the disease,
Feeding on that which doth preserve the ill,
Th' uncertain sickly appetite to please.
My reason, the physician to my love,
Angry that his prescriptions are not kept,
Hath left me, and I desperate now approve
Desire is death, which physic did except.
Past cure I am, now reason is past care,
And frantice-mad with evermore unrest;
My thoughts and my discourse as madmen's are,
At random from the truth vainly expressed;
For I have sworn thee fair nd thought thee bright,
Who art as black as hell, as dark as night."

Shakespeare knew his stuff.

Dec. 31st, 2008

2 miles

HAPPY NEW YEAR BITCHES

Love y'all.

Dec. 20th, 2008

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[I'm the one with the short hair and black glasses.]

Dec. 19th, 2008

tea

I want

some tylenol.

Dec. 16th, 2008

2 miles

(no subject)

I don't like rude people.

Or people that throw pencils.
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Dec. 15th, 2008

2 miles

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BlakkRyuu (10:49:34 PM): woah, dating iris?
BlakkRyuu (10:49:37 PM): er... was?
Tsukiko Takahara went away at 10:53:51 PM.
Tsukiko Takahara (10:55:19 PM): o.o;
Tsukiko Takahara (10:55:24 PM): What's up?
BlakkRyuu (10:55:38 PM): oh it was on my facebook feed lol
BlakkRyuu (10:55:41 PM): Just curious
Tsukiko Takahara (10:57:15 PM): Oh
Tsukiko Takahara (10:57:16 PM): Huh
Tsukiko Takahara (10:57:17 PM): Yea
Tsukiko Takahara (10:57:21 PM): I suppose you could say that
BlakkRyuu (10:57:40 PM): oh, you
BlakkRyuu (10:57:47 PM): always getting those young girls
Tsukiko Takahara (10:57:54 PM): xD
Tsukiko Takahara (10:57:56 PM): LoL
Tsukiko Takahara (10:57:57 PM): Not really
Tsukiko Takahara (10:58:06 PM): It's really quite simple
Tsukiko Takahara (10:58:11 PM): Some guys were bothing her
Tsukiko Takahara (10:58:29 PM): so I was like "Just change your status on FB, tell your ex your dating me, etc. etc."
BlakkRyuu (10:58:42 PM): ohhh.
BlakkRyuu (10:59:02 PM): I see.
Tsukiko Takahara (10:59:25 PM): Yea
Tsukiko Takahara (10:59:28 PM): Really quite simple
Tsukiko Takahara (10:59:33 PM): Were you jealous for a minute?
BlakkRyuu (10:59:44 PM): No, I was surprised.
Tsukiko Takahara (11:00:56 PM): xD
Tsukiko Takahara (11:00:57 PM): Crap
Tsukiko Takahara (11:01:02 PM): Not quite what I was going for
Tsukiko Takahara (11:01:03 PM): Oh well
BlakkRyuu (11:01:07 PM): hahahahaha
BlakkRyuu (11:01:16 PM): HAven't talked to John since last Thurs.
Tsukiko Takahara (11:01:25 PM): I'm sorry?
BlakkRyuu (11:01:39 PM): Well, I said 'hey' over AIM two days ago, but that's it.
Tsukiko Takahara (11:01:48 PM): Sigh
BlakkRyuu (11:01:50 PM): Eh, funny thing is I'm really just 'whatever'
Tsukiko Takahara (11:01:57 PM): What happened, dear?
BlakkRyuu (11:02:47 PM): Him getting all hurt about me being more busy and telling him I can't have him visit that week, so I could keep my mind focused on schoolwork.
Tsukiko Takahara (11:03:05 PM): Well, I dunno what to tell ya
Tsukiko Takahara (11:03:17 PM): That's a little dumb for him to get all butt hurt over
BlakkRyuu (11:03:58 PM): And I regarded our relationship as 'good friends' since I don't really like the term 'relationship' in a certain sense.
BlakkRyuu (11:04:10 PM): I suppose that's a mistake on my part however.
Tsukiko Takahara (11:04:34 PM): What do you mean?
BlakkRyuu (11:05:02 PM): HM?
BlakkRyuu (11:05:11 PM): disregard the caps
Tsukiko Takahara (11:05:21 PM): The problem being yours?
Tsukiko Takahara (11:05:24 PM): Or the fault?
Tsukiko Takahara (11:05:26 PM): Or whatever?
Tsukiko Takahara (11:05:30 PM): Elaborate
BlakkRyuu (11:05:43 PM): Uh, the fault I guess?
Tsukiko Takahara (11:06:04 PM): LoL
Tsukiko Takahara (11:06:09 PM): But how is that yours?
BlakkRyuu (11:06:45 PM): The fact that I don't want the relationship to get too serious?
Tsukiko Takahara (11:06:57 PM): Well
Tsukiko Takahara (11:06:59 PM): Sigh
Tsukiko Takahara (11:07:05 PM): I don't know what to tell you
Tsukiko Takahara (11:07:16 PM): Why is that?
BlakkRyuu (11:08:32 PM): I feel that there are many things I need to put before me at this point, and spend less time worrying about how often I need to see this person, and so and so.
Tsukiko Takahara (11:09:07 PM): Hmm?
Tsukiko Takahara (11:09:14 PM): That just doesn't sound right...
Tsukiko Takahara (11:09:26 PM): You feel more obligated to see him more than anything?
Tsukiko Takahara (11:09:31 PM): Well, rather
Tsukiko Takahara (11:09:35 PM): What I'm trying to say is
Tsukiko Takahara (11:09:53 PM): You reasons for seeing are out of obligation, as opposed to genuine desire and want, etc.?
BlakkRyuu (11:10:41 PM): Well, when it come down to it, sure I will see him out of the fact that I want to and I try to.
BlakkRyuu (11:11:07 PM): But in certain times, I have to put the desire to see him away so I can concentrate.
Tsukiko Takahara (11:11:27 PM): Oh, okay
Tsukiko Takahara (11:11:44 PM): I'm just trying to understand the way you feel for him, is all
Tsukiko Takahara (11:11:47 PM): love, etc. etc.
BlakkRyuu (11:12:00 PM): Ah.
Tsukiko Takahara (11:13:20 PM): Do you even know?
BlakkRyuu (11:14:43 PM): Nope.
Tsukiko Takahara (11:15:12 PM): Well, that makes things a little more difficult
BlakkRyuu (11:15:18 PM): Yup.
BlakkRyuu (11:15:30 PM): I just really feel deep down that it's gone stale.
Tsukiko Takahara (11:15:54 PM): Stale?
Tsukiko Takahara (11:16:01 PM): Your relationship?
Tsukiko Takahara (11:16:05 PM): And how so?
BlakkRyuu (11:18:49 PM): It hung around too long?
BlakkRyuu (11:18:58 PM): Wasn't moving, maybe regressing?
Tsukiko Takahara (11:19:08 PM): Hrm...
Tsukiko Takahara (11:19:35 PM): If a limb is beginning to decay, sometimes it's better to cut it off, before it begins to infect the entire body.
BlakkRyuu (11:20:05 PM): Mmhm.
BlakkRyuu (11:20:29 PM): Obviously he won't be thrilled, but I think he's expecting it sometime.
Tsukiko Takahara (11:21:04 PM): From the sounds of it, though, it seems like you're really just looking for a friend with benefits, as opposed to a real "relationship"
Tsukiko Takahara (11:21:08 PM): I dunno
Tsukiko Takahara (11:21:10 PM): I might be wrong
Tsukiko Takahara (11:21:18 PM): But that's just how it looks from this end.
BlakkRyuu (11:22:31 PM): I just don't think we've reached that 'real relationship' level quite yet, but maybe it's better not to right now.
Tsukiko Takahara (11:24:19 PM): Do you even want that kind of relationship with him?
Tsukiko Takahara (11:24:22 PM): Now or in the future?
BlakkRyuu (11:24:53 PM): In the future, if possible.
Tsukiko Takahara (11:25:32 PM): siiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiigh
Tsukiko Takahara (11:25:39 PM): I don't know what to tell you
Tsukiko Takahara (11:25:47 PM): You're stuck between a rock and a hard place.
BlakkRyuu (11:26:38 PM): Yup.
BlakkRyuu (11:26:44 PM): I'll just wait and see.
BlakkRyuu (11:26:55 PM): One of us will have to break the silence sometime.
Tsukiko Takahara (11:27:40 PM): The problem with just "waiting it out" is that it's rather easy to accidentally put your life "on pause" while you wait for the circumstances to become just right for things to flourish
BlakkRyuu (11:28:31 PM): Funny thing is, my life started to move in other areas.
Tsukiko Takahara (11:29:20 PM): Ha ha
Tsukiko Takahara (11:29:24 PM): Yea
Tsukiko Takahara (11:29:26 PM): I know how that is
Tsukiko Takahara (11:29:37 PM): That happened to me, as well
Tsukiko Takahara (11:29:59 PM): And it was then that I realized that it was finally time that I gave up trying to make things work with the ex
Tsukiko Takahara (11:30:07 PM): And so I did
Tsukiko Takahara (11:30:12 PM): And now I'm a lot happier
BlakkRyuu (11:30:51 PM): I see.
BlakkRyuu (11:30:59 PM): Thanks for the advice.
BlakkRyuu (11:31:04 PM): I need my sleep now.
Tsukiko Takahara (11:31:08 PM): Wait
Tsukiko Takahara (11:31:19 PM): Just to clarify...
Tsukiko Takahara (11:31:25 PM): I'm not telling you to cut things off
Tsukiko Takahara (11:31:35 PM): You'll know when it's time for that, if at all.
Tsukiko Takahara (11:31:52 PM): I'm just relaying things from my own personal experiences.
BlakkRyuu (11:32:07 PM): Alright.
BlakkRyuu (11:32:11 PM): Thanks a bunch.
Tsukiko Takahara (11:32:20 PM): Don't worry about it, kiddo.
Tsukiko Takahara (11:32:37 PM): Sweet dreams
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